Hiding from the truth to get to other side.How much I have to pay?How much I have to give?How long I have to do this?How can I hold that?Questions that bothered me a lot.

FIRE AND ICE

Some say the world will end in fire,

Some say in ice.

From what I've tasted of desire

I hold whit those who favor fire

But if it had to perish twice,

I think know enough of hate

To say that for destruction ice

Is also great

And would sufficed

Robert Frost

I'll never be great at choosing something.Surely!And now I'm sinked by guilty.Because of my ass-thought.Hahahaha it sicked me up!

I have lose too much
First,my old friends
Second,my father
And now,my best friend

it's real not fair!
I never wish for something like this
I never wonder the things will get worse than this time
I couldn't press this kind of pain anymore

what next?
just try to catch the rain