Tuesday 11-08-2009

I don't know how to handle these . Too much theory for math , too much drawing for biology , too much for everything . I saw them today . They were cuddling each other so tight when they gazed me . Tried to make me turn green , I think . But , hey , it didn't work at all . No effects for me . Nothing to worried about .

There's something about my class that bothered me so much. It doesn't clear why. Seperated with my friends make it worse. And it getting really worse day after day. God,I suck! And I really miss X4. So much..

I have a plan to watch this with my best friend . But just like the others plan,it canceled . Arghh,crap!

sushi time

29-06-2009

Finally,sushi time came real.Hahahaha I was so happy even my dad got red because I got home so late.But the point of all was the great time that we spent together.And also the pictures we took.Cheers,guys!

What next? Well if there will be 'next'..

Hiding from the truth to get to other side.How much I have to pay?How much I have to give?How long I have to do this?How can I hold that?Questions that bothered me a lot.

FIRE AND ICE

Some say the world will end in fire,

Some say in ice.

From what I've tasted of desire

I hold whit those who favor fire

But if it had to perish twice,

I think know enough of hate

To say that for destruction ice

Is also great

And would sufficed

Robert Frost

I'll never be great at choosing something.Surely!And now I'm sinked by guilty.Because of my ass-thought.Hahahaha it sicked me up!

I have lose too much
First,my old friends
Second,my father
And now,my best friend

it's real not fair!
I never wish for something like this
I never wonder the things will get worse than this time
I couldn't press this kind of pain anymore

what next?
just try to catch the rain